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The Echoes of the Opposite

She had a constellation of shitty stars tattooed on her body. They were cartoonish and lumpy, the shape of holiday cookies. I followed them down her spine and around the bottom of her left torso, where they then descended and coiled loosely the length of her left leg.

“These are awful,” I said. She shrugged and rolled out of my bed, complaining about needing to “wash [my] scent” off. That was our first and last conversation. I closed my eyes and when I opened them—evidently much later—she had left. My wallet was gone and I found a syringe in my bathroom.

I drove to the crumbling neighborhood where I first saw her only a few hours prior. But now I saw only drug addicts milling around and a woman bobbing her head to an inaudible rhythm. I called from my vehicle, interrupting the woman. She swore at me and displayed something sharp. I drove off, fretting.

At a loss, I slithered into a tattoo shop and demanded my own constellation from the worst artist on staff. He readied his inkwells. “I’ll give you an extra thousand if you tattoo me with this,” I said, offering him the syringe.


What Little Humanity and Dignity

We got matching tattoos because that’s what you do when you run out of impermanent declarations of love and commitment. We decided on some words that, together, formed a pretty phrase.

We decided on body parts. She, reserved and corporate, chose some hidden spot safe from scrutiny. I, artistic and unstable, chose a much more public location. 

Our tattoos bled together. They healed together. They started to fade together. 

……….

“You’re not going to keep that, are you,” she asks as though she is talking about an ugly painting I refuse to throw out. 

“Of course I am,” I say, rubbing my tattoo affectionately, trying to protect it from her ridicule.

“You aren’t?”

“No. I’ll get it covered up or removed.”  

I try to imagine a design there: a chubby girl dressed as Batman, a trashy porn star sitting on a cupcake. 

You should really get rid of it,” she says, taping up the last of her boxes. “What would your next girl think?”

She pulls a knife from her back pocket and offers it. Before I begin cutting the tattoo from my skin, I briefly wonder why she had a knife in her back pocket in the first place.