Monthly Archives: May 2013

The Perpetual Carnival

I just loved her in that dress, she said, referring to the little black number that Audrey Hepburn wore in Breakfast at Tiffany’s. She seemed so sure of herself as she sat there on my bed, wrapped in my comforter, explaining why she began calling herself Chanel.

I never did find out her real name, for she hurled herself from my veranda shortly after the conversation in question, leaving my comforter piled on the floor and her earrings on my headboard.

I didn’t have the heart to tell her that it was a Givenchy dress.


The Immediacy of Pain

The things she did she said that she did them out of love (the violence, the conflagration). Which is to say, the things that she said that she did not do to those other men (nothing much at all) were things she had been able not to do because she did not love those other men, she said.

In other words, K thought to himself, she cannot harm somebody she does not care about.

They had much in common, which is why they loved each other.