23:26……….
I didn’t know what to do until midnight. So I began making shapes out of the sleeping pills I had dumped out all over my table. I made a heart. I made a pig. I made an OM symbol. I made a beautiful woman. Why I chose midnight, I didn’t really remember. Probably to prove some sort of postmortem point to myself.
I waited. And I closed my eyes.
23:31……….
Hey. What are you doing? I opened my eyes kinda.
It was the woman. I told her I was waiting till midnight. She asked why, and I tried to explain that I really didn’t know anymore.
You’re going to change your mind if you wait. Just do it now.
Her voice was feminine, but also measured and mildly coercive. She seemed upset, though because she was made out of oblong sleeping pills it was hard to read her expression.
I told her I wanted to wait till midnight.
Just do it now. (I refused.)
23:35……….
If you do it now I’ll give you a blowjob. (………….)
I gobbled her body, washed it down with vodka, and unzipped my pants. I’m not sure if she ever followed through.
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